senyum kan sedekah
hemm.. hari ini di terengganu, hujan turun non stop dengan lebatnya.. sejuk sampai saya cuma mandi sekali jer hari ni, tu pun kejap jer.. tak tahan sejuk, subahanallah, macam siram diri sendiri dengan ais.. sejuk!
hujan macan hati saya pada malam ni, dingin dan sejuk..
cam ner ni boleh jadi??
hemm..
al kisahnya macam ni,dulu kat sekolah kompleks gong badak ada seorang budak perempuan yang agak chubby and a bit comot berkawan dengan seorang yang sangat alim dan warak..
budak perempuan tu sangat sayangi kawan dia ni, of course to be highlight here, just as kawan baik, kawan yang sentiasa mengambil berat akan kawan dia yang lain. walaupun dia nampak macam tak peduli pada kawan2 dia dan selalu je bagitau kat kawan dia yang sorang ni bahawa dia sedikit pun tak percayai kawan dia yang ni, tapi dia selalu je cari kawan dia, bagitau benda2 yang well.. can not be stated here..
otuke? otuke?
Tuhan, saya sangat rindui dia.. sangat2
saya tahu rindui dia adalah salah, tapi saya sangat rindui kawan baik saya ni, saya rindu usikan dia, saya rindu dengan senyuman dia.. saya nak dia sentiasa bahagia.. walaupun in return, saya kena korbankan kebahagiaan saya..
tapi dia tetiba tinggalkan saya.. dia kata dia kena lupakan semua kenangan dia.. termasuk saya.. dia nak bina kehidupan baru.. tanpa saya..
saya faham.. nak ubati hati yang terluka bukan senang.. tapi wajarkah ubati hati yang terluka dangan melukakan hati orang lain.. saya tahu saya tak layak pun nak bergelar sahabat dia.. saya tahu tu.. tapi, dah terlalu banyak kenangan antara saya dengan dia yang sukar nak dipadamkan.. paham tak?? tapi saya tak kata apa2 pun masa dia tinggalkan saya.. dia tak ada pun diwaktu saya sangat perlukan dia.. masa saya sangat2 gila.. saya tahu... Tuhan bersama saya, tapi saya dah biasa bila saya susah, hati saya sejuk, dia hadir dan berikan kata kata nasihat supaya saya tak putus asa.. menjadi guru, motivator yang baik.. terlalu baik sehingga sukar untuk saya lepaskan dia pergi.. saya faham.. dia sakit.. dia perlu ubati hati dia pada masa itu.. dia pergi.. saya redha.. tak persoalkan apa2 pun.. saya rindui dia , sangat2 tapi saya pujuk hati saya ... perpisahan sementara adalah sebagai latihan untuk perpisahan selamanya.. then, I just let him go...
regardless of how many sweet memory .. i let him go.. saya bersyukur, sekurang2 nya Tuhan mempertemukan saya dengan dia, walaupun sekejap.. walaupun he was annoying me dengan usikan bodoh dan lawak dia .. oh God.. how I missed him right now..
tibe2 pas bertahun dia hilang.. tibe2 muncul.. cam "aina suprise!!" dengan mengatakan saya sesat jauh.. kembali ke pangkal jalan.. who the hell is he right now? kami adalah stranger semata mata.. saya sangat marah sebab dia tak ada pun time saya sangat sangat gila dan susah.. dan tetiba hadir, tuduh saya bukan bukan.. saya tak heran pun dengan tuduhan dia tu, tapi saya tak tahulah, tetibe jer hati saya sangat terluka dan kecewa.. marah sangat..
dia dah hilang, kenapa muncul balik?
tapi saya sangat sayangi dia.. saya tak leh lepaskan kenangan saya dengan dia.. kenangan tu cam menghantui dia.. for the first time in my whole life, saya marah dia..and then dia marah saya balik, dia kata saya foul.. bukan saya lah, dia kata perkataan saya guna foul.. dan dia kata saya berubah...
semua orang berubah.. tapi saya masih gadis comot yang sama yang dia permah kenal, yang pernah jadi kawan baik dia.. dia tak tahu apa yang berlaku kat saya sementara dia 'ghaib' and saya dah bagitau kat diri saya, jangan terluka sebab dia.. but, i did, i always did hurt because of him.. dan saya tetap sakit tanpa dia
sebagai manusia saya sayang pada dia
kenapa saya tulis post ni? kawan saya tetibe bagitau saya yang dia tanya saya adakah saya masih marahkan dia? hari tu dia kata saya marah gila( marah sangat2)....
aku dok maroh mung doh, siket pung dok tau.. tu kisah lama.. dan aku mintok maap sebab aku maroh mung dulu..
aku mana boleh maroh mung lame2.. sebab mung kang kawang aku.. kawang baek lok tu..
biar ah mung tak boh kawang doh dengang aku pong, tapi, bagi aku, sekali aku doh kawang, aku akan mati sabagai kawang mung.. paham dok?
boleh dok kalau aku nok kita rapat macam dulu???
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
hemm...
Solitary Osteochondroma
Solitary osteochondroma is a developmental abnormality of bone. It occurs when part of the growth plate forms an outgrowth on the surface of the bone. This bone outgrowth may or may not have a stalk. When a stalk is present, the structure is called pedunculated. When no stalk is present, it is called sessile.
An osteochondroma may grow in a child or adolescent. Its growth usually stops at maturity.
Solitary osteochondromas are thought to be the most common noncancerous (benign) bone tumor. They account for 35 percent to 40 percent of all benign bone tumors.
Solitary osteochondroma is diagnosed in patients aged 10 to 30. It occurs equally in males and females. It does not result from injury. It is thought to arise during skeletal growth when bone grows away from the growth plate instead of in line with it. Because the cause of solitary osteochondroma is unknown, doctors have not been able to find a way to prevent it.
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Symptoms
The most common symptom of an osteochondroma is a painless bump near the joints. The knee and shoulder are more commonly involved.
Solitary osteochondroma can be found at the ends of any long bone and along the pelvis and bones that make up the shoulder. If the stalk of a pedunculated osteochondroma breaks, pain and swelling may start immediately.
An osteochondroma can be located under a tendon. When it is, snapping of the tissue over the tumor may cause activity-related pain.
An osteochondroma can be located near a nerve or blood vessel, such as behind the knee. When it is, there may be numbness and tingling in that extremity. A tumor that presses on a blood vessel may cause periodic changes in blood flow. This can cause loss of pulse or changes in color of the limb. Changes in blood flow resulting from an osteochondroma are rare.
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Diagnosis
A plain X-ray will show the bony growth. A magnetic resonance imaging (MRI) scan may be used to look for cartilage on the surface of the bony growth. Such cartilage in an adult patient should be checked for cancer if it is larger than two centimeters in size, or if there is pain. A computed tomography (CT) scan may also be used.
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Treatment
Nonsurgical Treatment
Most of the time, solitary osteochondroma is not removed surgically. The doctor will carefully observe it. He or she may want to take regular X-rays to keep track of any changes.
Surgical Treatment
When surgery is recommended, it is best to wait until growth is complete (a mature skeleton by X-ray evaluation) before removing a solitary osteochondroma. This decreases the chance of the tumor growing back.
Surgery may be considered if the osteochondroma:
* Is causing pain with activity
* Puts pressure on a nerve or blood vessel
* Has a large cap of cartilage
The osteochondroma is removed at the level of the normal bone. Some of the inside of the bone may also be removed.
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Research on the Horizon
Osteochondromas are thought to be associated with a gene called EXT 1. This is currently poorly understood. Researchers are investigating it.
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Multiple Osteochondromatosis
Multiple osteochondromatosis is also called multiple osteocartilaginous exostosis, multiple hereditary exostosis (MHE), familial osteochondromatosis, multiple hereditary osteochondromatosis, or diaphyseal aclasia.
Plain radiographs of the proximal fibula of a 15-year-old girl presenting with a painless, firm lateral leg mass. Left: Anteroposterior view shows a well-marginated osseous lesion superimposed on the proximal fibula, but the lateral view (center) shows continuity of the medullary cavity of the long bone with the center of the lesion. Right, Computed tomography shows the medullary space in continuity with the lesion, and a small cartilage cap, both of which are characteristic of an exostosis. Arrows indicate the osteochondroma.
(Reproduced with permission from Richards BS (ed): Orthopaedic Knowledge Update: Pediatrics. Rosemont, IL, American Academy of Orthopaedic Surgeons, 1996.)
About 70 percent of the time, it is inherited. About 30 percent of the time, it occurs randomly.
Multiple osteochondromatosis affects males more often than females. It usually happens within the first three decades of life. Alterations in genes called EXT genes are thought to be the cause of this disease. It can be passed along in families. There is no other known risk factor or cause. There is increased risk of benign tumors changing to cancer (malignant transformation).
Top of page
Symptoms
Symptoms are the same as solitary osteochondroma. The number and location of osteochondromas varies. A patient may also have deformities of the forearms, a short stature, and knock-knees and ankles. This is caused by abnormal growth in the bones affected by the osteochondromas.
Symptoms and signs of a tumor becoming cancerous are:
* Growth of an osteochondroma after puberty
* Pain at the site of an osteochondroma
* A cartilage cap larger than two centimeters
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Diagnosis
Preoperative (left) and postoperative (right) radiographs of the forearm of a 21-year-old woman with multiple osteochondromas and restricted pronation and supination of the forearm. Postoperatively, she regained nearly complete pronation and supination. Arrows indicate the osteochondromas.
(Reproduced with permission from Aboulafia AJ, Temple TH, Scully SP: Treatment of benign bone tumors, in Beaty JH (ed): Instructional Course Lectures Volume 51. Rosemont, IL, American Academy of Orthopaedic Surgeons, 2002.)
It is diagnosed when two or more osteochondromas are seen on plain X-rays. Multiple osteochondromatosis has been associated with EXT 1 and EXT 2 genes. These genes are now being studied. The way they act is not well understood.
X-ray findings are the same as with solitary osteochondromas.
If cancer is suspected, you may need a thorough evaluation. This includes magnetic resonance imaging and computed tomography scans of the tumor.
Pain at the site of a mass or growth after puberty should be evaluated by a doctor who specializes in treatment of bone tumors. The most common malignancy found in this transformation is called chondrosarcoma.
A computed tomography scan of the chest helps look for any disease that may have traveled through the bloodstream to the lungs.
Preoperative (left) and postoperative (right) CT scans of a 25 year old man with sciatica. Osteochondroma arising from the sacrum was incidentally discovered during CT scan of the spine performed for evaluation of sciatica. In the postoperative cut scan, metallic clips identify the site of the resection. The osteochondroma was seen to displace the sacral plexus. Postoperatively, the patient's sciatica resolved completely. Arrow indicates the osteochondroma.
(Reproduced with permission from Aboulafia AJ, Temple TH, Scully SP: Treatment of benign bone tumors, in Beaty JH (ed): Instructional Course Lectures Volume 51. Rosemont, IL, American Academy of Orthopaedic Surgeons, 2002.)
Sometimes the doctor may remove a piece of tissue from the tumor (biopsy). This is used to look at cells under a microscope.
Top of page
Treatment
Nonsurgical Treatment
Most of the time, multiple osteochondromas are not removed surgically. Tumors that do not show signs of cancer are watched carefully. Deformities such as knock-knees or ankles may need surgery to straighten the bone.
Surgical Treatment
The tumor may be completely removed. This may also include taking out a whole portion of bone, which may need to be replaced with a prosthesis. Chemotherapy and radiation therapy are not usually needed.
Solitary osteochondroma is a developmental abnormality of bone. It occurs when part of the growth plate forms an outgrowth on the surface of the bone. This bone outgrowth may or may not have a stalk. When a stalk is present, the structure is called pedunculated. When no stalk is present, it is called sessile.
An osteochondroma may grow in a child or adolescent. Its growth usually stops at maturity.
Solitary osteochondromas are thought to be the most common noncancerous (benign) bone tumor. They account for 35 percent to 40 percent of all benign bone tumors.
Solitary osteochondroma is diagnosed in patients aged 10 to 30. It occurs equally in males and females. It does not result from injury. It is thought to arise during skeletal growth when bone grows away from the growth plate instead of in line with it. Because the cause of solitary osteochondroma is unknown, doctors have not been able to find a way to prevent it.
Top of page
Symptoms
The most common symptom of an osteochondroma is a painless bump near the joints. The knee and shoulder are more commonly involved.
Solitary osteochondroma can be found at the ends of any long bone and along the pelvis and bones that make up the shoulder. If the stalk of a pedunculated osteochondroma breaks, pain and swelling may start immediately.
An osteochondroma can be located under a tendon. When it is, snapping of the tissue over the tumor may cause activity-related pain.
An osteochondroma can be located near a nerve or blood vessel, such as behind the knee. When it is, there may be numbness and tingling in that extremity. A tumor that presses on a blood vessel may cause periodic changes in blood flow. This can cause loss of pulse or changes in color of the limb. Changes in blood flow resulting from an osteochondroma are rare.
Top of page
Diagnosis
A plain X-ray will show the bony growth. A magnetic resonance imaging (MRI) scan may be used to look for cartilage on the surface of the bony growth. Such cartilage in an adult patient should be checked for cancer if it is larger than two centimeters in size, or if there is pain. A computed tomography (CT) scan may also be used.
Top of page
Treatment
Nonsurgical Treatment
Most of the time, solitary osteochondroma is not removed surgically. The doctor will carefully observe it. He or she may want to take regular X-rays to keep track of any changes.
Surgical Treatment
When surgery is recommended, it is best to wait until growth is complete (a mature skeleton by X-ray evaluation) before removing a solitary osteochondroma. This decreases the chance of the tumor growing back.
Surgery may be considered if the osteochondroma:
* Is causing pain with activity
* Puts pressure on a nerve or blood vessel
* Has a large cap of cartilage
The osteochondroma is removed at the level of the normal bone. Some of the inside of the bone may also be removed.
Top of page
Research on the Horizon
Osteochondromas are thought to be associated with a gene called EXT 1. This is currently poorly understood. Researchers are investigating it.
Top of page
Multiple Osteochondromatosis
Multiple osteochondromatosis is also called multiple osteocartilaginous exostosis, multiple hereditary exostosis (MHE), familial osteochondromatosis, multiple hereditary osteochondromatosis, or diaphyseal aclasia.
Plain radiographs of the proximal fibula of a 15-year-old girl presenting with a painless, firm lateral leg mass. Left: Anteroposterior view shows a well-marginated osseous lesion superimposed on the proximal fibula, but the lateral view (center) shows continuity of the medullary cavity of the long bone with the center of the lesion. Right, Computed tomography shows the medullary space in continuity with the lesion, and a small cartilage cap, both of which are characteristic of an exostosis. Arrows indicate the osteochondroma.
(Reproduced with permission from Richards BS (ed): Orthopaedic Knowledge Update: Pediatrics. Rosemont, IL, American Academy of Orthopaedic Surgeons, 1996.)
About 70 percent of the time, it is inherited. About 30 percent of the time, it occurs randomly.
Multiple osteochondromatosis affects males more often than females. It usually happens within the first three decades of life. Alterations in genes called EXT genes are thought to be the cause of this disease. It can be passed along in families. There is no other known risk factor or cause. There is increased risk of benign tumors changing to cancer (malignant transformation).
Top of page
Symptoms
Symptoms are the same as solitary osteochondroma. The number and location of osteochondromas varies. A patient may also have deformities of the forearms, a short stature, and knock-knees and ankles. This is caused by abnormal growth in the bones affected by the osteochondromas.
Symptoms and signs of a tumor becoming cancerous are:
* Growth of an osteochondroma after puberty
* Pain at the site of an osteochondroma
* A cartilage cap larger than two centimeters
Top of page
Diagnosis
Preoperative (left) and postoperative (right) radiographs of the forearm of a 21-year-old woman with multiple osteochondromas and restricted pronation and supination of the forearm. Postoperatively, she regained nearly complete pronation and supination. Arrows indicate the osteochondromas.
(Reproduced with permission from Aboulafia AJ, Temple TH, Scully SP: Treatment of benign bone tumors, in Beaty JH (ed): Instructional Course Lectures Volume 51. Rosemont, IL, American Academy of Orthopaedic Surgeons, 2002.)
It is diagnosed when two or more osteochondromas are seen on plain X-rays. Multiple osteochondromatosis has been associated with EXT 1 and EXT 2 genes. These genes are now being studied. The way they act is not well understood.
X-ray findings are the same as with solitary osteochondromas.
If cancer is suspected, you may need a thorough evaluation. This includes magnetic resonance imaging and computed tomography scans of the tumor.
Pain at the site of a mass or growth after puberty should be evaluated by a doctor who specializes in treatment of bone tumors. The most common malignancy found in this transformation is called chondrosarcoma.
A computed tomography scan of the chest helps look for any disease that may have traveled through the bloodstream to the lungs.
Preoperative (left) and postoperative (right) CT scans of a 25 year old man with sciatica. Osteochondroma arising from the sacrum was incidentally discovered during CT scan of the spine performed for evaluation of sciatica. In the postoperative cut scan, metallic clips identify the site of the resection. The osteochondroma was seen to displace the sacral plexus. Postoperatively, the patient's sciatica resolved completely. Arrow indicates the osteochondroma.
(Reproduced with permission from Aboulafia AJ, Temple TH, Scully SP: Treatment of benign bone tumors, in Beaty JH (ed): Instructional Course Lectures Volume 51. Rosemont, IL, American Academy of Orthopaedic Surgeons, 2002.)
Sometimes the doctor may remove a piece of tissue from the tumor (biopsy). This is used to look at cells under a microscope.
Top of page
Treatment
Nonsurgical Treatment
Most of the time, multiple osteochondromas are not removed surgically. Tumors that do not show signs of cancer are watched carefully. Deformities such as knock-knees or ankles may need surgery to straighten the bone.
Surgical Treatment
The tumor may be completely removed. This may also include taking out a whole portion of bone, which may need to be replaced with a prosthesis. Chemotherapy and radiation therapy are not usually needed.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
menerima kenyataan memang pahit.
Oh Tuhan, aku tak tahu apa perasaan aku sekarang. hanya Kau aje yang tahu.. aku rasa takut, tertanya- tanya dan jujur, tak berpuas hati tapi siapa aku untuk menpersoalkan ape yang kau takdirkan padaku. semua dah tersurat di luh mahfuz bahawa takdir aku begini bukan?
sepatutnya aku bersyukur kerana sekurang kurangnya selama 19 tahun aku hidup aku masih mampu berjalan dan berlari,tanpa menyusahkan orang lain, tanpa perlu menjadi liabiliti pada orang lain. aku insan kerdil tuhan.. aku sangat takut dan lemah.. sangat sangat takut..
aku tahu tika aku menaip luahan hati ini Kau ada melihat Aku kerana Kau tak pernah tidur atau melupakan Aku.. tapi menerima kenyataan yang aku bukan seperti orang lain itu pahit Ya Allah... setiap patah Dr Azhar tersemat kukuh dalam sanubari aku...
puas aku cuba pujuk hati sendiri, tapi, aku tak berjaya.. siapa aku untuk menghalang takdirku..
aku tak bersedia untuk mati.. aku takut untuk mati kerna aku tahu dosa yang aku tanggung dan galas sangat besar.. aku juga tidak mahu mewariskan genetik ini pada keturunanku. aku tak mahu suatu hari nanti anak- anak aku rasa apa yang aku rasa...apa yang aku pernah lalui..
aku tahu hidup tak semestinya indah .. kadang - kadang aku menangis ,ku seringkali aku kecewa kerana tak dapat apa yang aku hajati.. tapi aku percaya ya Allah, sekurang- kurangnya Kau masih izinkan aku hidup, hingga ke saat ini.. hidup sebagai manusia yang bernama aku..
kau masih izinkan aku bernafas, merasai teriknya matahari, merasai dinginya hujan, tertawa bersama rakan- rakan dan mereka yang kau hadirkan dalam hidup aku yang begitu menyayangi aku..
terima kasih untuk itu Tuhan
maka dengan itu ya Allah, jangan Kau golongkan aku sebagai orang yang kufur yang mempersoalkan apa yang Kau tentukan buat aku,, orang yang kufur yang tak tahu apa erti bersyukur.. redhakanlah hatiku Ya Allah..
aku tahu Kau sayang pada aku.... amin
Oh Tuhan, aku tak tahu apa perasaan aku sekarang. hanya Kau aje yang tahu.. aku rasa takut, tertanya- tanya dan jujur, tak berpuas hati tapi siapa aku untuk menpersoalkan ape yang kau takdirkan padaku. semua dah tersurat di luh mahfuz bahawa takdir aku begini bukan?
sepatutnya aku bersyukur kerana sekurang kurangnya selama 19 tahun aku hidup aku masih mampu berjalan dan berlari,tanpa menyusahkan orang lain, tanpa perlu menjadi liabiliti pada orang lain. aku insan kerdil tuhan.. aku sangat takut dan lemah.. sangat sangat takut..
aku tahu tika aku menaip luahan hati ini Kau ada melihat Aku kerana Kau tak pernah tidur atau melupakan Aku.. tapi menerima kenyataan yang aku bukan seperti orang lain itu pahit Ya Allah... setiap patah Dr Azhar tersemat kukuh dalam sanubari aku...
puas aku cuba pujuk hati sendiri, tapi, aku tak berjaya.. siapa aku untuk menghalang takdirku..
aku tak bersedia untuk mati.. aku takut untuk mati kerna aku tahu dosa yang aku tanggung dan galas sangat besar.. aku juga tidak mahu mewariskan genetik ini pada keturunanku. aku tak mahu suatu hari nanti anak- anak aku rasa apa yang aku rasa...apa yang aku pernah lalui..
aku tahu hidup tak semestinya indah .. kadang - kadang aku menangis ,ku seringkali aku kecewa kerana tak dapat apa yang aku hajati.. tapi aku percaya ya Allah, sekurang- kurangnya Kau masih izinkan aku hidup, hingga ke saat ini.. hidup sebagai manusia yang bernama aku..
kau masih izinkan aku bernafas, merasai teriknya matahari, merasai dinginya hujan, tertawa bersama rakan- rakan dan mereka yang kau hadirkan dalam hidup aku yang begitu menyayangi aku..
terima kasih untuk itu Tuhan
maka dengan itu ya Allah, jangan Kau golongkan aku sebagai orang yang kufur yang mempersoalkan apa yang Kau tentukan buat aku,, orang yang kufur yang tak tahu apa erti bersyukur.. redhakanlah hatiku Ya Allah..
aku tahu Kau sayang pada aku.... amin
Saturday, October 24, 2009
bless upon you
senyum kan sedekah, remember, a smile is a gift. a gift that all of us love. smile can varnish angry and hate. for that reason I always smiling. but when we are mad, we cannot smile anymore. in my context- i cant give my smile to these pretending people- some of my classmates who are backstabber - willing to stab their friends when they felt like they dislike or annoyed with that particular people. HEY!! ingat sikit, what goes in, comes around. ape2 yamh korang buat pada hari ini, Allah akan balas balik tau. jangan tau cari cacat dan aib orang lain aje, sedangkan kamu tu ada cacat dan aib masing2. aku pun tak sempurna and perfection cannot be found in this world. mark my word- what goes in comes around.
korang, sedar2lah, exam dah dekat.. hentikanlah mengumpat orang lain. ape, korang in begitu suka makan daging saudara sendiri ker? kalau yer, sukahati koranglah, tapi ingat, bukan aje ape yang korang buat kat orang lain tu tuhan akan balas balik, tapi pahala korang yang penat2 korang kumpul diambil percuma oleh orang yang korang umpat dan jatuhkan tue..
minta maaflah sebelum terlambat yer dan jangan ingat diri tu bagus sangat.
jangan jadi lebih teruk dari lalat, lalat hanya menyebarkan kuman pada sesuatu yang dihinggapinya, jangan jadi cam charlie yang hinggap hingga meninggalkan nanah dan luka. tapi jadilah can lebah, walaupun berbisa, tapi menggunakan bisa untuk mempertahankan diri aje and siap produce madu lagi
kepada sesiapa hamba Allah yang terasa, baguslah, mungkin kamu leh ubah kot. maaf jugak kalau post ini menyakitkan mana2 pihak. tapi- tepuk dada, tanyalah- adakah anda terasa? jika ys, anda tahu apa yang perlu dilakukan, bukan?
hidup terlalu singkat untuk tidak memaafkan dan hati terlalu sempit untuk ruang kebencian..
and when you want something, you will give in something in return.
(friendship=love+ trust+hurt+ forgiveness-hate)= happiness
kpd mr oma- tahns, bank rec aku dapat full mark!!!hehe, tmas jugak pada pn hawa, kami dah mahir cket acc,kurang2 dari dulu buta terus sekarang dah nampak sikit walaupun kabur2. alhamdulillah. kpd poye, I owe you one! thanks, buat baik dibalas baik, semoga tuhan balas balik perbuatan baik kau, im happy to have you as my classmate. poye... aku saaayannnnng kau, hey, sebagai kawan je tau.
in the nutshell, aku nak wish kawan kawan aku terutamanya wana,pah,arep, amat, poye, yun, and semua kelas bas 1b best of luck in our final.vidya, ed, ija, dia, syikim,sab,aku tau kita semua leh perform.insyaAllah.ezzah, dayang kema,oli lena,mahirah, fighting!!!."show them how worth we are" -ni addy pnye quote yeng aku kopie tanpa hakcipta. to addy- dont sue me.. hehe
again, best of luck is also dedicated to pak cik faris, mr sir omar qayyum, noel, addy ,kak jehan, kak azim dan semua senior dbte aku..teman dbte seperjuangan pun tak terkecuali, mira, cute dan comel bobo, nik,
i love youguys as much as i love dbting...
to amy and fasha, credited for that day's good advices. im thankful because Allah let us meet. hehe
till then, sekian sudah untuk sesi hari ni, salam.
korang, sedar2lah, exam dah dekat.. hentikanlah mengumpat orang lain. ape, korang in begitu suka makan daging saudara sendiri ker? kalau yer, sukahati koranglah, tapi ingat, bukan aje ape yang korang buat kat orang lain tu tuhan akan balas balik, tapi pahala korang yang penat2 korang kumpul diambil percuma oleh orang yang korang umpat dan jatuhkan tue..
minta maaflah sebelum terlambat yer dan jangan ingat diri tu bagus sangat.
jangan jadi lebih teruk dari lalat, lalat hanya menyebarkan kuman pada sesuatu yang dihinggapinya, jangan jadi cam charlie yang hinggap hingga meninggalkan nanah dan luka. tapi jadilah can lebah, walaupun berbisa, tapi menggunakan bisa untuk mempertahankan diri aje and siap produce madu lagi
kepada sesiapa hamba Allah yang terasa, baguslah, mungkin kamu leh ubah kot. maaf jugak kalau post ini menyakitkan mana2 pihak. tapi- tepuk dada, tanyalah- adakah anda terasa? jika ys, anda tahu apa yang perlu dilakukan, bukan?
hidup terlalu singkat untuk tidak memaafkan dan hati terlalu sempit untuk ruang kebencian..
and when you want something, you will give in something in return.
(friendship=love+ trust+hurt+ forgiveness-hate)= happiness
kpd mr oma- tahns, bank rec aku dapat full mark!!!hehe, tmas jugak pada pn hawa, kami dah mahir cket acc,kurang2 dari dulu buta terus sekarang dah nampak sikit walaupun kabur2. alhamdulillah. kpd poye, I owe you one! thanks, buat baik dibalas baik, semoga tuhan balas balik perbuatan baik kau, im happy to have you as my classmate. poye... aku saaayannnnng kau, hey, sebagai kawan je tau.
in the nutshell, aku nak wish kawan kawan aku terutamanya wana,pah,arep, amat, poye, yun, and semua kelas bas 1b best of luck in our final.vidya, ed, ija, dia, syikim,sab,aku tau kita semua leh perform.insyaAllah.ezzah, dayang kema,oli lena,mahirah, fighting!!!."show them how worth we are" -ni addy pnye quote yeng aku kopie tanpa hakcipta. to addy- dont sue me.. hehe
again, best of luck is also dedicated to pak cik faris, mr sir omar qayyum, noel, addy ,kak jehan, kak azim dan semua senior dbte aku..teman dbte seperjuangan pun tak terkecuali, mira, cute dan comel bobo, nik,
i love youguys as much as i love dbting...
to amy and fasha, credited for that day's good advices. im thankful because Allah let us meet. hehe
till then, sekian sudah untuk sesi hari ni, salam.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
minggu yang busy dan tensyen..
senyum kan sedekah
saomeone told me that 'one' person is very good. well, i have to agree.
may Allah bless to all my new sisters- fasha and Amy...
saomeone told me that 'one' person is very good. well, i have to agree.
may Allah bless to all my new sisters- fasha and Amy...
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Don't Little Girl
Don't Little Girl
Don’t fall little girl
Don’t let them see you cry
Stand tall little girl
Keep your head held high
Don’t express little girl
Don’t let them see the pain in your eyes
Walk on little girl
Walk through all those pitiful lies
Don’t forget little girl
Don’t let them do it to you once more
Protect yourself little girl
There’s plenty more in store
Don’t hate little girl
That’s what they want you to do
Smile bright little girl
Try you’re hardest to be true
Don’t wait little girl
The world will move on without you
Move on little girl
Do what you need to do
Don’t look back little girl
You cant change your past
Open your eyes little girl
Enjoy the world while it lasts
Live life little girl
Cause you only got one
Laugh loudly little girl
because life is too short
You’re me little girl
Haven’t we learned a lot?
But your also them little girl
In each of us you have fought
Some call you hope, little girl
You glow dim then turn bright
Some call you dreams, little girl
Thinking of you every night
But to me, little girl
You will always just be me
Guide us, little girl
Cause we both just want to be free
Don’t fall little girl
Don’t let them see you cry
Stand tall little girl
Keep your head held high
Don’t express little girl
Don’t let them see the pain in your eyes
Walk on little girl
Walk through all those pitiful lies
Don’t forget little girl
Don’t let them do it to you once more
Protect yourself little girl
There’s plenty more in store
Don’t hate little girl
That’s what they want you to do
Smile bright little girl
Try you’re hardest to be true
Don’t wait little girl
The world will move on without you
Move on little girl
Do what you need to do
Don’t look back little girl
You cant change your past
Open your eyes little girl
Enjoy the world while it lasts
Live life little girl
Cause you only got one
Laugh loudly little girl
because life is too short
You’re me little girl
Haven’t we learned a lot?
But your also them little girl
In each of us you have fought
Some call you hope, little girl
You glow dim then turn bright
Some call you dreams, little girl
Thinking of you every night
But to me, little girl
You will always just be me
Guide us, little girl
Cause we both just want to be free
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